25 June, 2006

SeLf - TaGGeD !!

I am thinking about... What is the purpose of life and when is it obtained ?!

I said... nothing that hurts

I want... to know myself better than I do now

I wish... to be contented

I miss... Missing people

I hear... everyday something new

I wonder... how fun is a sportsman's life

I regret... always due to my anger

I am ... nothing...but trying to be something

I dance... rarely

I sing ... When I am Happy

I cry... always On spilt milk

I make with my hands... Bands and bracelets

I write ... to know whats in my heart

I confuse ... right with wrong ..i.e to be or not to be

I need ... not to have a materialastic outlook of life

I should ... be happy and make others aswell

I start ... to experience

I finish.. to start again

24 June, 2006

10th June 06's Post ...

Tenth June 2006..What a realief this day bought !I felt like I was free from some kinda prison ...really true prison lol..During my stay in tht Penitentiary..I often use to make a list of some tasks..which I've started implementing now..;)
That list is now atlast being revealed here ..which contains...almost all those works which were on wait ..till my escape from that labours colony l0lz

Task Number One :
Sleep,sleep and sleep till Gods reminds the family that the soul is still with the candidate ;)

Some praise the Lord for Light,
The living spark;
I thank God for the Night
The healing dark.

Task Number two :
Install the most awaited computer game,"THE SIMS" for which I was crazy when a child..i.e lately a year ago hehe ;) and now trying to keep pace with my childhood dayz l0lz

"We do not stop playing because we grow old. We grow old because we stop playing."

Task Number three :
Start reading one of the bestsellers of U.S "THE DA VINCI CODE"..which i guess most of u have read already :P [ This post is published so damn late tht i finished this book and started another one i.e "Angels and Demons" by the same writer

"Books open your mind, broaden your mind, and strengthen you as nothing else can"

Task Number Four :
Clean my room..especailly the books side...it looks..eehhh ;)

“There's something about a clean house, a clean room. It does wonders for the psyche.”

Task Number Five :
Put all those greaty stuffz like songs ..pictures n all in my treasurer..i.e cell phone l0lz waiting for the data transferer ..yet again ;)

Task Number Six :
Start teaching my younger sisters..as this is a command from my daddy..so have to obey :P [ It have been now 20 days that I, a mere student possesses a teachers title...though an undergraduate one Lolz ]

“Those that know, do. Those that understand, teach.”

Task Number Seven :
Update "The Morning Of my Fate" and spend every bit with my Pee-see [pc] ;) which I am doing sincerly ..aint I :D

"God updates Fate -- people update records"

Task Number Eight :
Practice writing poetry..which had been stopped lately due to exams as u knw...but the previous post marks the exsistance of this activity :)

“Poetry is a mirror which makes beautiful that which is distorted.”

Task Number Nine :
Publish a new blog...which would be dedicated to my Poetry..I knw this is gona take some time...but I'll surely try and manage..Howz the idea by the way :D

"You will not find poetry anywhere unless you bring some of it with you.”

Task Number Ten :
I use to be alive at someother activities like..band making...painting..sketching..so i need to take out time for it aswell

"The quality of life is determined by its activities."

16 June, 2006

In their veins must be Bl00d — But in mine is... negativity!

Yet again am restless...
Yet again am lone...
With the profile all sinful...
Yet agian am drowned !

Am I really suppose to write something when my mind says...I should simply die or just disappear somewhere.
I don’t know what the hack is required from an ordinary human being to exsist fully. Which key leads to the door of relief..What deeds are required to get out of the daily isolation this surrounding.. is providing.When is the mere word happiness gonna enter this ordinary man's premises..
So dark is the shadow of man..and so is his mind.
It desperately needs some light..for God sake... Get some brains please..!
What are the rights of a human being, Am I suppose to mention this to someone an elderly professionalized man, Infact to some nuts who hold the victory of youths..
Okay… let me not drag you guys into what am freakily trying to tell, but one thing is for sure guys..and that is..am not really in a good mood...am really really not in a good mood...But anyway.. Why am I mentioning this here ! Or even anywhere..!
This thing is suppose to be in my personal diary.. not in a public place ..isn’t it so guys !

Anyways.. I am out again with some new thoughts which dared to borned in my mind and hence now appearing here on my space..
The comments I assure you would be like.. I really am a negative thinker...lol ..And thats what I am..and I cannot CHANGE !
Yes I know ..thats bad at my side..I should change my bad parts...or at least try to control..
but unfortunately..even when am trying…everything really is slipping out of my hands..Just like these worlds unintentionally are slipping out of my tongue. I could have wish my hand to become a rigid stuff… if the slipping possession was water...
I could have wished my hand to become a softer stuff if the slipping gist was my life. But what should I turn my hand into..When the slipping stuff is simply everything..
Yes Simply E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G! Sound interesting ..isn’t it :]

Here goes my lil creation,

Zist na kamiyab 'aur dil bhi,
Hum howay benakab 'aur dil bhi,

Sham hi say ubal rahay hain jee,
rou rahay hain kharab 'aur dil bhi,

Tang hain tishnagi say ay yarab!
lab tou mangain sarab'aur dil bhi,

Ab kay jo ho cuka hai jee ka ziyan,
sab hi dain gay hisab 'aur dil bhi !

P.S : [ The 10th of june's post is missing..will be here soon ]