13 August, 2007

"Every happening, great and small, is a parable whereby God speaks to us, and the art of life is to get the message.”


August has always been a very agreeable month for me. I personally feel this month as one that is mine, however this feeling is definitely not because of the fact that I was born in this very month. I don’t know but there is something (unidentified) about this month which appeals me. Anyways, this time as well, this month is heading with good grace and I hope it continues the same movements. Following are the happenings of this month that occurred so far.

2nd August 2007:

Went to college (former one) after a long time, and was excessively amazed to do so because there I would meet (after uncountable days) the-lady-who-inspired-me to breathe in a different way. I had a physics practical that day for which I was suppose to head there, however being very indifferent to the cause, I was damn excited. Wrote her a letter (the thing via which we communicated the entire 1 year) and wrapped all those farewell gifts I bought home the night before. To my surprise-Soon my excitement ended and the morning beams scattered quickly all over the place. I couldn’t sleep all night, don’t know if it was because of the excitement or what ever. Anyways, reached college on time, gave the practical exam (It went good as well) though the fact remains that the external was one hell of a person. Very loyal to his profession I must say .lol. Anyways, I left for home as soon as my practical ended, and on my way home I never gave a sigh to even a flower that passed by. So you guys must conclude that my day went fine.
But what happened about all the excitement I bored there in my heart?
Lol. The person about whom I was excited never showed up at college. On asking the head of the department I got to know that she’ll never show up at this place again because she has been transferred to a newly made campus of our college!

7th August 2007:

This was the first time ever in my life that I was supposed to take a lecture inside an institution entitled as Shaheed Zulfiqar Ali Bhutto’s Institute of Science and Technology (SZABIST) for the social sciences program. It is indeed a great achievement, don’t know if for you guys as well, but for myself- it is. The feeling that we’ve reached to a state of professional studies is very intense one and at the same time very demanding. Anyways let’s forget about commitments for now because 1st days are not for such talks ;-) lol
Ok so to cut it short ill label this experience as a good one (as yet). The ragging scene about which we all (juniors) are afraid of, was being carried away at a very minimum rate and at a maximum risk because of some serious issues that took place in the institute regarding the ragging plan of seniors that took place the other day. So we were like safe and secure ;-) Till today it has been only twice that I’ve gone to this newly admitted university of mine, because of the continuous rain sessions we are having here at Karachi. The roads are almost flooded with water and this time along with the lower ranked area’s the most posh areas such as Defence & Clifton are affected as well.

14TH August 2007:

Yeah I know it is still not decided that what comes my way this day until it arrives, but since these days all I am doing is counting the days left for 14th of august to arrive, let me tell you this one thing. This day is going to be hell important this time. I may be very very happy that day or I may be very very sad. Reasons and queries ill be disclosing but only after 14th of august. So for now I am posed with…Crossed Fingers… ;-)

P.S: Happy Independence day to all those Pakistani cheerer’s out there, though this post has not relation with Independence day except the figure 14th of august ;-)


Anonymous Anonymous said...

This post looks like your daily diary.
I wonder how people get inspired while they have no idea of being in inspiration?
Shall I ask you?
What is the criteria for your inspiration?
Is it only with those who you are in contact with?
Does inspiration needs contacts?
Wait for your reply.
Take Care,

12:35 PM  
Blogger Gumnaaaam said...

*Criteria for inspiration...
do we set a criteria for such a purpose? I guess not! Inspiration can come in any form... a fellow not among your contacts ..whom u enconter randomly can also inspire your being..
Its just the matter of touching thy heart! They touch the deepest chord of our heart..those who inspire us..

Besides...i do not 'exactly' got ur question... neither the Criteria of inspiration one nor the linkage of contacts query ..to the matter of inspiration.

Please ask what ever revolves in ur mind..i would like to knw and answer it :)


5:07 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I think we do make a criteria for inspiration....then how come we inspired if there is no standard?
Its a tricky question,or may be not a question at all.Its just loud thinking....
No more question, my lord !
Take Care,

9:27 AM  
Blogger Gumnaaaam said...

"Most of life is routine - dull and grubby, but routine is the momentum that keeps a man going. If you wait for inspiration you'll be standing on the corner after the parade is a mile down the street."

"I could never tell where inspiration begins and impulse leaves off. I suppose the answer is in the outcome. If your hunch proves a good one, you were inspired; if it proves bad, you are guilty of yielding to thoughtless impulse."

Your answer may be in one of the above lines... & if not..thn it might come one day.. in the form of expereince.
You think inspiration has a criteria, and i think i doesnt.Both of us might be right..Because it totally varies from how we were exposed to our inspirations.

1:29 PM  

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